"To think you thought I didn’t care.
To think you thought I didn’t love you.
To think what we had you thought didn’t matter to me.
I’m sorry, i’m not perfect.
I’m sorry, I can’t show you I care like most people.
I hope you become happy without me.
I’m not happy and that is not your fault.
It is my problem.
But don’t think for I second that I lead you on.
I cared.
I loved.
I’m not that girl that lead you on.
I’m that girl who is unsure of herself.
So please don’t think that poorly of me.
I am more than that.
I don’t want that to be the label of me in your head.
I’m so very sorry, I really am.
But i’m not sorry for doing what i had to do.
I kept you from getting even more hurt in the future.
I am not capable of the love you desreve.
I wish i was, but i’m not.
So in time i hope you realize that I did what was best.
I had no intention of ever hurting you.
You’re the last person in the world I’d want to hurt.
I was happy, but something happened, with me.
I know i have been like this for a long time.
But i thought i could get better.
I didn’t i am sorry I didn’t."


cute black and white blog c:

following back tons!

Don’t worry about me :)

This is the chemical formula for love:

dopamine, seratonin, oxytocin.

It can be easily manufactured in a lab, but overdosing on any of them can cause schizophrenia, extreme paranoia, and insanity.

Let that sink in.


American Horror Story 

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